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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Understanding


People say that I'm losing-heart, losing potential...
this and that...
I know I don't have the potential to be KUS...
but i had given this post...
what's to do??

Yes, that I'm not as good as Alvin...
Although he gave me a lot of advices how to lead the society...
But I am the one who really face the problem..
you can't compare what you did and your year with me...
yes! your year is quite success...
you had the strong ajk from the same class..
But when AGM, the gave me a team of ajk with no commitment(sorry to say)...


I know that I don't have the leadership skills as you...
I know last year you also face a lot of problem and challenges...
You can do it! Yes, i very admire u...
But I really got many problems...
Can you guys just understand me(or others ajk09/10)??
I don't have a very good next generation...
i got look for form3 and form 4 members...
but most of them is scout...
so I go and look for form1 and form 2...
Luckily, i found some potential C-team...
But B-team, i really fell very sorry...
You guys say im loosing heart...
I'm not loosing heart, its im tired!
I just a really normal person...
SPM this year...(I know last year you also SPM)
I'm not the top student like you always did the exam with flying colours...
and i need go to work...working is damn tire!
My family was giving me a lot of pressure...
I don't have the family members who caring you in the co-curriculum...
Honestly, among all my sibling...
only me can study well...
My mom always put a very high hope on me, because my father died when im standard 3...
In future, I also the one who lead the family...
I come from a poor family...
My mom din't give me extra money...
All the money i go to activity is my gaji...
Nobody understand me...

Because of this...
my relationship between my classmate and I getting further...
Many time im too tired and fall sleep in class and during tuition class...
im really tired...
but i know i have the responsible to continute lead the team...
Do you guys know what i did(/am doing)??
I'm not going to tell because I dislike showoff-ing myself...
That's me! everybody has their own personality the way they think.
..

Actually i still got many things to say and write...
but i don't want to continue...
because if i continue,
I know many more things will happen...



sad,
KaR WenG a.k.a Kambing

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

2nd New Blog~~

Hi to all...
this is my second blog...

Although i won't often blogging...
too busy and SPM this year...
but hope you all will always 'visit' my blog also...
Wow~~
second monthly test just over...
can relax abit...
but the mid-term will comes in 2 more weeks...
no time...



busy,
KaR WenG a.k.a Kambing